♫ :'( ♪

Why do I have to suffer so damn much? JUST WHY?! God, I always put You first in my life. You never let me down. I know that this is part of Your plan and I have to step out of my comfort zone. I did. Everything got worse. God, where are You? I need You now. I know You've told me to obey and always listen to my parents. I did. I never fight back. BUT, my dad always yell at me and it hurts. A LOT. My heart, if You look at it, its broken. I hate my dad so much. You know how I feel. I'm really sorry but I can never forgive him. I have already forgiven him MANY MANY times. I've tried tolerating with his bad attitudes but I just can't stand it anymore. It's like he never learn.

Mom,
I love you. Thank you for taking care of me when daddy dumped you. He was immature. Forgive him please. I know you already did cause you're a good mom. I know you are. You raised me up single handedly and I'm very proud of you. You thought me what's right and what's wrong. I've heard stories of single parent child. Their mom or dad neglected them and they mixed the wrong group of people. Thank God I wasn't one of them. All thanks to you, mom. Always watching me when I was kid. I'll never forget everything that you have did for me. I might have yelled at you sometimes, I'm still immature and unstable. Thank you for understanding me and always giving me advices. Though I have to admit, its kinda annoying sometimes but its good for me. So, yeah. I LOVE YOU, MOM! Always and forever.

Your beloved son,
Bryan :)

Dear friends,
Guys, you know who you are. Always there for me. Supporting me. Cheering me up. Making  fun of me. Insulting me. I'm okay with it. After all, that's what friends are for, right? I love you guys. Well, you guys are not my mom. So, no need for that long message shit thing kay :)

Here's a poem dedicated to you guys,

When I'm in pain,
You'll be there with me through the rain,
Making me laugh and calling me gay,
That's okay because that's the way.

P/S : I can't come up with anymore ideas. Mind is stuck now. Sorry.

I LOVE YOU GUYS! EACH & EVERYONE <3